As of today I am going to try and get out of that, or maybe I should say force myself out of it for some therapeutic reasons.
There have been many things going on around here lately. One being the aftermath of my breakup, which is still not going really well. The emails had ended and then I received what I thought, and what he said, was the last text and his closure. Then on Sunday I had an email. It was nice and just asked how I was doing and what I had been up to. My mistake: answering it! The emails and tons of texts have started up all over again.
My brain tells me to say I am done and please leave me alone, but my heart hurts for him and I soften. In reality, all I am doing is making it worse for him and for me by letting this continue. As for all of that, we are not in a good place right now.
School is in full swing now and well, I was not ready for it to start and I am still not thrilled about it. Volleyball and cheer practice have me running everywhere all of the time and although it makes me happy to see my kids happy, it is hot people! So hot that the heat index has been anywhere from 100 to 117 here and getting in my vehicle and going anywhere in not enjoyable, to say the least.
Somewhere that I am going this weekend will be very enjoyable though, and I have been anticipating it for months now. I am going to see this hottie......
A girl can dream, right? Why yes she can! Now crank it up and watch this hot video!!
3 comments:
Whoa! I want to see Keith Urban!! :)
Have a great time, I'm sure you will!
Sucky that school started so early for you guys. UGH!
School doesn't start for another week here, but I've already been running around like crazy. All their activities started already, sheesh!
I know it's hard, but you just have to stop answering his emails and texts.
He IS a hottie. Too bad I'm not a country girl. I wonder if he enjoys being married to Nicole.
Anyway, I'm sorry that the break up is not going well. Does he know about your blog?
It sounds like being a single parent is HARD WORK! You're doing a great job. Stay cool out there!
The new pic change threw me off! I'm so glad you're back to blogging! We've missed you.
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