Life is basically the same since I was last here, pecking at the keyboard, pouring my heart and soul out and I guess maybe I missed it. That's why I am back and hopefully I will be for a while. At least until something more exciting tears me away!
Well let's see. March was a bit uneventful. I guess maybe around the end of that month I decided (once again) to join an online dating service, just to see what's 'out there'. I don't get out much, and I absolutely hate the bar scene. And not to mention that all of my friends are pretty much married or no fun (just kidding!) but I needed something to spice up the dating scene for myself.
Probably not a week or so after I joined up, I was told that I was going to need a hysterectomy! My uterus was just hating away on me and growing things it should not be growing. I had that done on April 2 and I have since completely recovered (still have the old ovaries!) and I am so glad it's done. NO MORE PERIODS!! Yay me!
Anyway, I met not one, but TWO guys on the dating site. Guy number 1 made it perfectly clear that he owned a business and stayed very busy and could not put in all of the efforts of a relationship (or one that I would want, anyway)...we just recently stopped 'talking' (which was nothing but texting, which really got on my nerves...how old are we?? Ugh!) And he NEVER took me on a 'date'...Hello! So that was a bust.
Then there was guy #2 who I was really really starting to fall for and had great expectations from and we were moving along quite well, (even introducing kids, mine and his one boy) and I was starting to see myself very happy. Until, you guessed it, he acted the ass and just totally stopped talking to me! For two whole weeks. Nothing! Then out of the blue he returned. He said he got scared and was 'falling' and needed to slow things down....Which proceeded with a complete month of every day communication. ( I miss you, I'm sorry, I have a lot of making up to do, when can I see you?) Until we finally went out last week and I thought things would go back to how (wonderful?) they were in the beginning, only for him to have again not spoken to me in over a week now. It goes without saying, he's history now!
Back to square one! Single and ready to mingle, but NOT going back on that dating site. I have had enough of being lied to, played and used. I am way too old for that kind of crap!
The first week of June, my girls and I went to Destin, FL for a work conference and we had a blast. Fun in the sun and plenty of down time made for a great escape and many memories.
After the drama of dating and the stress of surgery and the hustle and bustle of every day life, I have decided to just slow things down and focus on me and my two daughters. We have gone back to church, I've started reading again and doing projects/home improvements and trying to live a happy care free life. One that someday I will share with that special someone, but until then I will live for my girls and ME!
3 comments:
Oh no! What a crazy few months! I'm glad you're feeling better (although, I have to consider still reading your blog after you taunted the rest of us with your NO PERIOD news! I hate you!...Kidding :D). As for the douchebag guys on the dating websites, *sigh*. I don't even know what to say. There seem to be a LOT of losers that you have to sort through to get to the gems. :( You're a great catch, though, so hopefully we hear more interesting stories soon!
It's no fun when one of your internal organs decides to stage a revolt against your body. Glad all is well!
Sorry to hear you had to have surgery but I'm so glad that everything went well and you are recovered!!
I'm trying to get back in to the blogging world myself. I've posted here and there but my everyday life (mostly work) just gets in the way!
Good luck finding Mr Right! He is out there looking for you too!
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